Sometimes a Little Rain Must Fall

We went to the pool today.  We have been trying to get Elle used to going with Chad to work for a couple hours during the day.  I go back to work soon, and Chad will have her while I'm gone.  I love my job, but I am sad about leaving Elle.  I love to be home with her.  I thought I never would, enjoy being just a mom.  I have a new respect for SAHM (stay at home moms).  I think I will soon have a new respect for working moms too.  I never knew how much work a baby was, I can't imagine having two!  Even with all the work, I love to be home.  I love to make her giggle, and listen to her conversations.  I love it when she wakes up from her naps and is so happy to see me coming in to get her.  I will truly miss cuddling with her all day.  I think SAHM are very lucky and I am very jealous of them.  At least I am going back to a job that I love.  I feel bad for moms who have to go back to a job they don't enjoy just to pay the bills.  It has been raining here in S. Cali all week.  It kinda makes me sad and reminds me my time home is almost up.